I was just reading an old blog that my bf used to write just for me. It's so beautiful.
And the thing is that was back in October. Here's an example:

You give me hope and inspiration for what I want to do with my life. People always tell me that I'm talented, and speculate as to whether I'll be some sort of novelist or politician. I don't know...I still haven't made up my mind about that.
But with everyday that passes, I feel more and more secure in the thought of having you with me, whatever I do.

I told him the other day that if we do get married, that I would be the wife of someone influential. I feel that so strongly. His name is a name you would be hearing for years to come.