I love my boyfriend. I mean, truly love him. I want him to be a part of everything in my life and I have never been more sure of anything in my life. I wish having true love guarantees no arguments or fights, but alas it doesnt.

This is my first major relationship and I am making a lot of mistakes. Like tonight.

Today was such a great day eh. I was getting to see him when I thought I wasnt. PLUS I was horny. so I wanted him. And I did...again and again. We laughed, we talked, we hugged, we ate, we generally had a good old time...till it was time to leave.

I was so upset. I knew that when I was leaving by him, I was going back home to my computer and my TV. I just didnt want to go home to that. And I showed it. But he thought it meant that I wasnt satisfied with the day and that got him frustrated. But luckily we have an agreement that we would never go to bed angry at each other, so we sorted things out.

I love spending time with him..maybe a lil too much. So we are not going to have as many sleepovers. He needs to focus on his work. I went to UWI already...now it's his turn. It will be hard for me but it's what I need to do. This is what my man needs me to do, and I will do it.

This love that we have..I always knew that it wasnt trivial and superficial..but after tonight..this is "the one". This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.