I am really a selfish person. I really am.

I give of my time to children who are not my own, but for my brother, I dont have the least desire to talk to. It's not that I dont love him..but I just wish he were with his parents. He needs parents. His mother only calls me when she wants something done..like tonight...STEUPS...

I do my part..he has a roof over his head, he has food to eat, money to travel, he has cable to watch...everything else, let his parents provide for nah.

I now trying to establish a life for myself. I'm in a new relationship and I want to work on it and spend time with my bf..some ALONE time...

Mommy just doesnt know how annoying she is sometimes...if u want things done, do them for yourself. She will flip to know that I am not spending Christmas Day home...but so what?? It's my life...right?

I keep singing the same song over and over....all that shit I doh ask yuh to buy...flowers for the dining table..NOBODY EATS THERE!!!! and then she does want to talk about the sacrifices that she makes.

yuh know what? YOU give him the fifty dollars, not me....nobody doh help me..if yuh want him to have the money, YOU give him....leave me outta that......