Right now my TV is on TBN..channel 9. There was a time when I used to watch this station ALL the time. Now I just watch it occasionally. Living in this world and being a TRUE Christian is hard. So many temptations....
When I used to go on my retreats, I never wanted to leave because I knew that as soon as I re-entered the real world, that good feeling I had would be gone.

God is a good God. I prayed for a boyfriend to treat me that way that I deserve to be treated and I FINALLY got him. I had to deal with some BSers along the way. But all that has made me into the person that I am now.
Life has been tough...living with a father who drank alcohol and was at least abusive to us on three occasions that I remember...my mother moving out and had to support us on one salary..THAT was tough....moving back with my father because my mother didn't want us living with her anymore....then finally moving back here.....which is when my life started to clam down a bit for me.

It still gets a bit frustrating..but I have my baby in my corner...and that helps a lot. His love and support mean a lot to me. If only he could truly understand how it helps...*MUAH* :)