Oh my.........I havent written in a looooong time. Actually there was one night that I wanted to make an entry but Blogger was giving some trouble.

On the forums a lot of discussions have cropped up about Bishop Anstey women...and that we are really a different type of woman.

Re evaluation is the name of the game, and I am doing a lot of that these days. I am striving to be a much better person, much better at what I do.
I cant accept mediocrity around me. I am aiming for better. I am taking baby steps, but I am patient enough to wait till I can make even bigger steps.

I have finally realised that my 'friends' from 19 howlong are jackasses. One friend wants me to always remember that she has been there for me when times were tough. Ok...cool..but what about good times? Keeping in touch instead of sending a fucking text?

*steups*

whatever yes. As far as I am concerned, both dont exist anyway....they make it easy by not writing.

A new week is about to begin and I am truly grateful for it.

Can you be honest without hurting someone's feelings? I dont think you can, but sometimes, it needs to be done.

I got so mad today at this lil jackass eh!!! steups.

But that aside, today was a good day. Not too hectic at all.
I was supposed to go walking today but rain fell and killed my mood.

But lunch today was fantastic. Stewed chicken, rice and broccoli. Simple but delicious. Kuods to the chef.

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Live with my boyfriend.

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Actually I am sticking to the resolution of being more organized at work, but the exercise resolution needs a jumpstart.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?No

4. Did anyone close to you die? no

5. What countries did you visit? Margarita..well..that's an island.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? More money!!! As well as more peace.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? The day the Soca Warriors qualified for the World Cup. Trinidad was a great place to be that day.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Getting my licence.

9. What was your biggest failure? I cant seem to recall any at the moment.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? No Thank God.

11. What was the best thing you bought? A washing machine

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My mom. Even though we had a huge falling out last year, we have been talking so well since that.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My sister. I dont know why she is so sour and so uncommunicative. The only reason I call her is because I want to see my niece every once in a while.
Well some of these people called "Friends". I bitched about that earlier in the blog.

14. Where did most of your money go? Buying stuff for my new apt.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Going to Margarita

16. What song will always remind you of 2005? That song by Isacha.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier? Thus far, yes.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Save and exercise.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Spend money and complained

20. How did you spend Christmas? With my boyfriend. Twas very quiet.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?No.

23. How many one-night stands?None.

24. What was your favorite TV program? Once it's a reality show...well... LOL. Boondocks, Veronica Mars, ER, My name is Earl.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Hate is such a strong word. I would use 'dislike' And the answer is YES!!!!

26. What was the best book you read? Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? None comes to mind

28. What did you want and get? A gift certificate to Cher mere.

29. What did you want and not get? More money

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Dont have one nah.

.31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 26. My class had a party for me. No way in hell that is happening this year. LOL

32. What was one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Cant say.


33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? Acceptable.
34. What kept you sane? Friends, internet.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? None

36. What political issue stirred you the most? Crime Rate

37. Whom did you miss? My Mummy

38. Who was the best new person you met? a cool chick I met from TS

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005. Speak yuh mind. Dont let an issue burn inside of you and eat you up. Get it off your chest.

I am so fed up of dealing with stupid bitches who profess to be my friend. I am so fucking fed up!!

I tried reaching out to a friend to get some dialogue going because i think texting me to let me know you are in the country for Christmas SUCKS BALLS!!! She hinted in her email that there might have been something that I might have done to create distance. If I did, tell me! That's why I sent the email, to start a convo about how we can improve. Instead it was a lot of drivel and saying things that I might have wanted to hear.

But the 2nd email, I could tell she was getting a lil steamed. I am about maintaining contact, keeping up to date as best as possible. Busy my ass. I busy too, but I make time for friends.

I went to see KING KONG this afternoon. I really enjoyed it. Yes it was too long, but I enjoyed it immensely.

Stand out moments for me:

1) Seeing Andy Serkis playing a human character in the movie, as well as playing King Kong the CGI character. I like cameos like that. It's like looking out for Stan Lee in movies like Hulk and SpiderMan.

2) The fight sequence with King Kong and the dinosaur. I enjoyed that a lot. Very similar to the fight scene in the original movie. After he killed the dinosaur, he hit himself on his chest once, saying essentially, I am the head mofo in the place. heh

3) I know it was corny, but I liked when Kong and Ann were on the ice pond. It was so sweet eh.


I hated the scene where Ann was being offered up the King Kong. I hated to see when the girls were rolling up their eyes in their heads and convulsing. So lame and messed up!!!

Go see it!

I was asked what I want for my birthday.

I would like "The Incredibles" DVD. I have my gift certificate for Cher Mere already. And a nice dinner.

27 years old...waaaaay! I are old. But I still have a youthful appearance. Hee hee.

Today was an interesting day..well not really..it was good because I had a lot of frees.

I spoke to my class about the statistics. I know the info would not soak in immediately, but I have faith that it WILL soak in.
I taught my Form One class and it was great!!! I believe that now with 5 periods I am able to give them a firm foundation. I am also glad I have jeanette's help. Her knowledge is helping a lot.

I went to the bank today and it was smooth sailing. Good thing I waited instead of lining up in the bank last week.

Then when I came home, my bf and I spoke about religion, which is a necessary topic for us, since he is agnostic. But it went well.

Life is interesting these days. I'm liking it.

I finally got a response from my primary school friend. Maybe I am reading too much into it, but it was a bit...void of any kind of emotion. But maybe that is the person that she has grown up to be. She did say she was busy for the Carnival season, so I'll wait until Carnival is over to make any further contact.

So I am home today thanks to TTEC. They are doing work in the Trincity area and that meant no power for the day. Thus school could no function at all.

I love days like this. When I just do nothing. Get up, laze around. *sigh*

My boyfriend cooked food yesterday, so i dont have to worry about lunch. I just love it.

Nothing of interest is going on with me. Making some plans and so forth. That's about it.

I must say having the portable CD player is a great help. I can block out unnecessary conversation. I am trying my hardest not to go to the lunchroom and engage in idle chat. It's all about work. I'll unwind when I come home, work is done at work. I should have been doing this for a long time, but nothing happens before its time.

I went to see "Rent" this weekend and it has further emphasized to me how much I need my car. I'll get it soon.

I'm glad I have a resource person. A friend of mine did a course similar to the Dip Ed in England and she just has so many cool ideas. So I took a few of her own and adapted them to these pickney ah have in school dere, and I hope this term in a great one.

This was a great weekend.

I went to see "Rent" in Movietowne. The theatre was almost empty.
But I liked it.

Then I went in the grocery today because there werent a lot of people.
We came home and cooked and well I slept.

Going to correct those children's books now.

I pray that this week is a smooth week, although I already see some imterruptions.

Bah humbug!

Why do I feel as if I have been back out to school for a month now???

Anyway, on to my rant.....

One friend of mine has known me since we were in Form One Bishop Anstey. She was there when I was going through one of the toughest times in my life. She called me when my father died. Now she is going through something terrible and she lies about it. Now if another school friend hadnt told me about it, well, I might not have known that she was lying. But that is the last straw for me yes. I have flipped that switch and there is no electricity.

This next one....kinda pathetic yes. When I think about it, it's a laugh.
I eh even going to give it the time of day on my blog nah.

So tomorrow I am back out to school. I must say that I enjoyed my vacation. Spent nuff money. But this year it's all about control and changing habits.

The bf and I have been talking about our plans and they are realistic. I am quite excited!
hee hee

Happy New Year!

I am so excited about 2006. The possibilities are endless. I am going to have a very positive attitude this year. I am going to do my best for all my classes. I intend to do work at school and dont bring any home. Home is to relax.

I have some other ideas to try this year. I have a clear idea of what I want to achieve.

YAY!!!