"I miss who he never was,

and I miss who he could have been,

but I dont miss him."

Prue Halliwell

Charmed

When she said that tonight, I was like, wow this is exactly how I feel. I'm glad my brother is moving on. He's looking to get his licence soon. I hope he gets through. He's not sitting and moping, he's moving forward.

Every once in a while, it hits me that my father is dead. I dream about him sometimes, but he's always in the background, never talking, but he's always sick.

There is a part of me that held my tongue when I went to the hospital, but now there is a part of me that asked some hardhitting questions.

bleh..why I just didnt watch snacks on Gayelle???