Last night I watched "Lolita". It was a story of a 40 something yo man who fell in love with a 12 y o. It was well done. I didnt think it was sleazy at all.

This morning I went to church and it was exactly what I needed. I feel energized and I dont feel as despondent as I was feeling all week last week.

Then i went to see my baby. It was very nice just being with him, loving him, touching him.
Now I'm home getting ready for the week ahead.
*sigh*