On pause

I feel sometimes likee someone pressed the pause button on my life.
I graduated a while now and I cant seem to figure out what course of studies I want to take. I know that I want to stay in teaching for a while, but there arent a lot of courses available.

I have been working for 5 years and I dont think I have anything to show for it. Most of my money goes into paying bills.

Sometimes I feel as if life is just passing me by.......I know that I have grown and matured a lot over the years. And I am ready for change. Good change, positive change.