Somewhere I Belong...

Sunday, April 30, 2006

my weekend

I really did absolutely nothing. I corrected a lot of papers and the marks will be put in soon enough.

I booked my ticket this weekend and I am REALLY excited. My mommy seems excited as well. She's talking about taking me to Madame Tussaud's wax gallery and Broadway! YIPPEE!!!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

School has started..bleh

Today was the first day of school and I must say I was so pissed eh. But I eh talking on tings too much. I trying to keep laissez faire this term...if I can.

I got a lot of emotional deposits today: 1) for my next suit sewn by my fabulous seamstress and 2) for my dedication to my job. I felt like a shilling!

I boffed my boys this morning, but I let them know it's a boff of love. They seemed to get the point though.

I survived my tae bo class.. different instructor which was cool. Looking forward to Thursday.

I feel my love growing for my boyfriend each day.

Too tired to make a coherent post.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Robots


I really thought that this movie was going to be a lot of nonsense. It wasnt all that bad, but it wasnt all that good either.
But there are two lines in that movie that stood out for me:
You can shine no matter what you are made of and
See a need, fill a need.

Two simple lines that make a lot of sense.

Monday, April 17, 2006

How was your weekend?

I must say my weekend was a good one. No, I didnt go anywhere or do anything special. I just spent some quality time with my bf. We just talked and laughed and that time really brought us closer together.

My bf made lunch yesterday. Curried potato, bodi and fish with rice. Delicious.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Today

I am grateful for today. I am grateful to see another day which is always a gift to me by God.
But today was a waste of a day.
I hated today.
I hope tomorrow is a better day.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Digi or TSTT?

I really dont know who to go with.

I still have my TDMA phone which has 0 features. I am sure I can rest my phone down somewhere and nobody will steal it.

I waiting to see what other deals both TSTT and Digi coming with, and then make my choice, but I really not standing up in a line for a phone though.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Life eh

Today I went to school for an extra class for students who are sitting CXC Spanish. Only 6 students showed up, two students already have ones in the subject. Small ting. I went ahead.
Nobody can say that I didnt give my all. I am glad to have no exam class for next year, so that I can focus on my Form Fours. I have some ideas, but I definitely need to do some thinking before implementing them.

The old lady in class was nice today. She actually spoke instead of grumble. But class was nice though. Got some extra workouts, which I so need!

Yesterday was the brunch at schoo. It was SUPPOSED to start at 10, started at 11, and the director wanted to make long speech. She know she getting served first! My friend let me drive her again. I loved it. I am so dying for my own, just to make lil errands and limes, but I know what the other half has to say already so...... :(
I also found out yesterday that my old principal died. I wasnt a big fan of hers, but still it was shocking.

An old school mate called me and we talked for hours. I like the fact that we reconnect so well.

Vacation is here for me to enjoy. YAY!!!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

vacation is here


I am excited because I can get some rest and relaxation. I have a list of things that I need to accomplish before the vacation has ended.

I am so hyper about the Narnia DVD. I almost bought the widescreen edition insteaf of the special edition, but that would have been very shitty of me. I can only buy one though. The special edition costs $275. :(

So right now I am listening to the soundtrack to calm myself. 'Evacuating London' is my fave track.

Addendum to this post: I called Music Shak again to see if I could get my name on the list for the DVD and the guy offered the only copy they had left to me. Of course I headed straight down to POS one time. I am so happy to have it in my possession.
YAY me!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Respect for Eld-who????

Two things happened to me today that made me think that some of my elders dont deserve my honour , as the National Pledge says.

A teacher in my dept at school did a listening exam with some form 3s, after which, she went through the paper with them. By doing so however, she compromised the intergrity of the test for the other two classes who didnt do the exam as yet. She offered no apologies to the other French teachers. Her solution was to mark the students hard in the long paper. WHAT???
She has more experience than anybody else in the dept and that is the shit she will come up with?? She doesnt even say, Let me make up another exam for you. She just does nothing.
This incident is one in just a list of incidents that have occurred with her.

She comes to dept meetings late ALL the time. She comes to school LATE. She goes to classes LATE. I hope she isnt hard on the children if they are late for class. Later in the day she would come on the staffroom and complain about the children. Ahhhmm...you eh setting the example, but yuh want perfection from them? Who the hell are you?

One morning I was tempted to tell her something, but then I thought to myself: 1) She has been spoken to on several occasions; it might just be overload. 2) there is someone in charge of the Dept to deal with stuff like that. Bleh to you, Miss!! You suck as a teacher!!!

The other incident took place at Keep Fit class this afternoon. We were told by Sensei to get out our mats. I put my mat down getting ready for situps when I heard "hello" in a gruff voice. When I looked up, it was an elderly lady (no more than 50, I believe). I reacted kinda slowly because I really didnt know it was me she was talking to. Then she said, "Move! (mumble mumble mumble) what happen to you?" I told her that's not the way to speak to people, but I dont know if she heard me because the volume of the music increased at that point.

My friend said to ignore and put it down to her age. But still, that's no excuse!!! All she had to say was 'excuse me!!", not 'move!' On my out, she was blocking the door. I could have said "Move!", but that would just be resorting to the behaviour that I found was unaccpetable.

During the ride home, I thought about it and I said to myself that she is an elder and that is the example she is setting for me. No wonder the children these days in a fucking mess!!!! Some of the adults around them dont set a proper example!! The country is calling for the blood of those two children invloved in the Sean Luke case, but the question must be asked: What example did the people around them show? Did they teach them about respect for other people?

I tell you.........

Monday, April 03, 2006

just me yes

I had a good day Saturday. I went to book my ticket and the travel agent told me that I could get a good deal, all I have to do is wait.

As I was leaving the travel agency, I heard a maxi beep its horn, so I raised my hand to indicate I was travelling. He stopped the maxi. When I got in, he informed me that he really wasnt picking up passenegers. He had beeped his horn to another driver as well as he was admiring me (rolls eyes) so that's why he stopped. The nice thing was I didnt have to pay him for the trip from Petit Bourg to Tunapuna.

I went to the market, then I went home. Then I went to the mall to buy some groceies and a new bedset. When I got out onto the Main Road I took a maxi that was going by the gas station by my street. Lo and behold, he was going up my street and I got a lift right in front my gate.


Sunday we had a meal of saltfish and ground provision. DEEEELICIOUS!!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

intimidating or well liked?

I went to the Tunanpuna market this morning after postponing this event for a long time. I enjoyed looking at the vegetables and picking out which ones I want.

I jumped into a maxi and I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was the mother of one of my students. She told me that her son did Spanish in January and he got a III, but of course he didnt tell me anything.

I am wondering why he didnt say anything. I mean, I taught him since Form One so it's not as if I'm new to him. However I am VERY tough on my Form Fours/Fives. They got the nice treatmeant in lower school. In upper school, it's time for work. And I tell you like it is.
So maybe that might have prevented him from saying something. Who knows? Yuh cant win them all yes.

But all my students passed Spanish thus far!! YAY!!!!!