I went to work yesterday. Can you believe that?

It was more or less productive. I went to the mall and I made plans for a a day of beauty next week.

Last night I was feeling real miserable about some decisions I have to make and the outcome. I wish things were normal yes, but as my bf rightly pointed out..things change.
Plain and simple.

It doesnt make me feel any better, but in my heart I feel this is the way for me to go.