I had a lot of shit to do today. I dont feel like I am on vacation at all.
My throat feels kinda funny, like I am getting a cold.
:s

Initiative is a thing that is sorely lacking in this project. FUCK!

I am going to treat myself to some cloth and shoes tomorrow. YAY!!

Lots of thoughts have been running through my mind about my test. I keep thinking that I might fail AGAIN, but I havent done it yet, so why am I condemning myself.
I keep thinking I am going to fuck up on the day, but then I think, suppose I dont? I am prepared. My instructor seems to have a lot of faith in me, so what's my deal???

*sigh*
As Daniel Beddingfield says, "I'm gonna get through this."