My boyfriend says that I've been weird since last week.
I didnt notice.

But it is hard to be 'normal' when you have things that you KNOW you have to deal with..like the imminent death of my father.
While I wasnt close to him, his death is going to have an impact, one that I am just bracing myself for.
My brother lives with me, so when this thing does happen, I have to see how it affects him. Once was enough thanks.
My sister feels as if the brunt of everything is falling on her, and she has her family to see about. She feels stressed and I wish I could help her, but I have nothing inside of me to care about this too much.

So yes, I am acting weird.