I'm a confused soul. The way I was brought up and the way I saw my mother act, I believed I was never to ask anyone for anything. I either get it myself or do without.
Last night my bf and I were having a discussion and he said, "if you dont tell me what you want, how can I make you happy?"
I cant tell him what I want.
I think part of it is i dont want to say what I want to hear that it cant be given to me.

bah...